10/07/09

今天放学后去剑桥。
好朋友都有来。
6pm再去，
你来了。
可能是我的朋友们在问你问题吧，
所以我也没什么出声，
听咯
hmm...
很久没见到你们了，
咳
我是个比较不会很social的人，
就是
我不大会和别人交谈
我这一点比较弱
报告也是这么说。。

有些东西不能在这里写
我现在的心情。。。

不会描述

放下你

最近我们都没什么联络
忙吧？
咳，
我突然觉得我是不是放下你，
继续当你朋友
一开始都是我在单方面喜欢你
我没要求什么
只想对你说
我很想你
我知道你不知道
但我知道
怎么办？
我该如何？
我想
我最后的答案是


我还是会默默喜欢你
即使你不知道
我也会静静喜欢你
傻吧？

inteRVENsi 3

6/7-9/7 intervensi 3...
so fast hor...?
3 more months then pmr...
hmm...
r u ready?
really..
hope it will come soon...
so that after that then can hav a relaxing holiday..
then f4..
all subjectif...
how arh?
erm...
this week exam..
kh...wad we read it didnt come out..
bm..ok ok lo...
bi..summary n literature..ok lo..
maths..paper 2 lo..scare the working will wrong...
science..some questions dunno...
sejarah...kns....dont get c then ok liao lo...really scared lo...
geo...ok ok too...better then sejarah..
last time think sejarah is easier than geografi..
this time terbalik...
tommorow ac..
haiya...
all of us this time also didnt study..
all playplay...
wakaka...
friday all like got programme...
dono want to go back there ornot..
miss my freind..
but then..all like busy...
how le?
hmm...
this week just like that lo...
this week also no what mood...
sad lo...
sad things dont say la...
thats all.....~~~

12/6/09

今天下午3点和我的幸运星去the store 那的kfc喝茶聊天。
她的男朋友也有来。
聊聊聊到4点这样，
我们打算去炮兵。
ok咯，
搭巴士去。
多人到，满！
她和她男朋友有牵牵手，
暧昧暧昧，
亲密亲密咯
当然咯
情侣嘛~
到了咯~
过后4点8个字酱他sms我，
问我在哪
偏偏我send 不出去
过后
借我幸运星的电话来打
先先打不通
过后打通了没人接
心情有些down 咯
之后还是搭巴士回kfc
他打来了
讲讲下
他说到kfc来陪我聊一下
嗯..
心情“up”回了
5.15pm 回到kfc
他大概5.20pm 就来了
很可爱咯他
自我介绍
有礼貌
幸运星和她男朋友也这么说
糟了~
场面更冷
之前和幸运星的男朋友一起也有些冷
这次更死
哈哈~
只有我的幸运星知道为什么。。
我的幸运星可能人缘好
很快便投进去了
她男朋友和他也蛮好谈
我呢？
不懂。。
不懂做么
有很多东西想说
但说不出口。。
咳~~
时间短暂
5.45pm了
我也得回家了
一起下去
拜拜~
他也回家了
我过后sms他
谢他来陪我，也很开心，
下次有机会再出
他也回
"好的好的，哈哈"

哇~
很开心~
虽然时间很短
也很“冷”
但心中还是很开心~
因为。。。
哈哈x~~>.<

幸福

你现在幸福吗？
有人会回答是的
有些人也会回答不觉得，不知道等等
我嘛？
我幸福吗？
这一刻心情甜丝丝的
前一刻时苦苦的
下一刻或许会酸酸，甜甜，苦苦，淡淡。。。
甜丝丝是因为知道自己还是被爱着。
说了一些甜甜的话。。哈~
但应该是不可能再在一起，
当初分开的原因就是因为距离太遥远的关系，
所以。。
不想太多~
苦苦的是因为
自己现在喜欢的人昨天回我的信息让我觉得很失望
那一时间，我在想我是不是该放弃喜欢他的感觉
我之后也不停的回想
昨天到今天
我的心情依然是苦苦的
为什么他们总是回回信下就不回了
什么鬼？
酱就丢下我
丢下我的都是我在意的男生
gerrrr......
很闲的咯，每次都这样，
讲我没找他，找他的时候他又说他在忙，然后就不理人。。。
之后只是会补上“对不起”
然后就心软原谅了咯。。
下次又是一样。
咳，算料~~
我知道我身边很多人都很幸福
全都双双对对
很登对
有时候闷闷的我
也想找个伴
让自己也被疼疼
被人疼的感觉会温暖，幸福，甜甜的
呵呵~
情侣虽然偶尔会吵吵架
闹闹脾气
但是每次都很快就合好了
有时，小小的吵架会增进两人的关系
所以，小事啦~
雨后太阳一定会出现~
^^
其实我知道我身边都有很多人关心与在乎我
只是有些没采取行动
谢谢你们哟！
^^

我想我现在是夹在幸福与不幸福的中间
小小声告诉你：我爱你
x)

teachers day

today no nid to bring book to skul
jz bring ppl go oni
celebrate teachers day
huh...
first the vip give speech
bt this time very faz
nt long time den sekian terima kasih
haha
den performance from teachers n students
this time gt man teachers in our skul masak
buat cekodok pisang
hahas
nice performance
teachers all in 1 pair
gt 4 pairs
den gt performance from students f1
lakonan bout teacher n students
hahas
funny lo
totaly like what happen in every student n teacher
then
pengetua giv marks fer the cekodok pisang
en halim n the new teacher won first price
hahas
this pair is the most 2 lengzai teachers in our school
wahahax
den teachers gt singing n dancing
en hafiz very funny
en halim also same la
wearing a coat and a sunglass
like a killer
wakakax
then
en tengku when singing also very high
syok sendiri
hahax
en masrumi singing that time
cik syuhaila giv him a rose
oo....
something happen between 2 of them o....
laz time my friend said that she saw 2 of them at the science lab 深情地对望
haha...
dunno le
maybe they can together
who know?
when break that time
media puts some songs
damn nice
torng n lavinia damn high
hahas
cik amiza danced that indian dance very nice
gt indian taste
she very enjoys herself in the dance
hahax
then
all the teachers sing song
sing this year hari guru's lagu tema
ok lo
everybody so high
today like a concert
hahas
every year teacher's day also got a lot of surprise
this year,
our guru tingkatan get the most ceria teacher
hahas
thanks god
then puan aida get the most serious teacher
hahas
she also very happy
when she come out like a star
wahahax
ms malathy also get the most serious teacher
so yeng when she goes to take price
hahas
then we all gapqin buy sejambak bunga ros fer cik rohani
she get many present from students
hahas
then she said i already change my hairstyle
hahas
teacher still remember me
torng also drop to one's knee to give teacher that jambak flower
we also sing "dengdengdengdeng..... dengdengdengdeng..... dengdeng dengdeng dengdengdeng dengdengdeng..."
hahax
married song
shapo lo
>.<
then 12.10pm like that
go back home lo
hahas
happy lo
holiday lo~
yeah~~
^^

blog again

woo~
long time din blog liao
bz lo
for wad?
for diagnostik lo
today sejarah le
erm..ok ok lo
gt tuhan help me
real d
realy gt tuhan help me answer question
when dono wad answer
ask tuhan n point the answer
haha~
damn scared sejarah
huiyo
wow..relax lo..sejarah pass jor
den nxt week gt to face maths + science + geo so on
lolx
geo mz get A o
if nt den nid to stay at skul fer kelas tambahan everyday
dowan le
haiz
geo read so easy
bt the question
hoho..
dono the CORRECT answer lo
haiz
sudenly mis u...
hmm...
r u stil the same as i noe u laz time
or u hav been change?
listening to beegees's song"How Deep Is Your Love"
like it much
tired lo
fer exam
tiz time i feel that all of us oso study at eleventh hour
even the first place that gal oso
haha
wad to do?
jz do it
wahaha~
faster after exam
den holidays
2 weeks only
haiz
after holiday den go bck school
work hard bck prepare for pmr
dahsyat
pmr is coming
now only have 142 days only
huhu....

miss u o
haha~