这就是你

这就是你

我跟了你16年
你的脾气
依然一样
一个字
‘牛’

你和他的死结
是怎样
几时
为什么
结成

我不知道

也没问过

为什么没问？
因为我知道我问的话
一定是给你讲

你只说
你讨厌他
如果有一天他死了
你会拍掌

哼
我无言
==

昨天你又想打人
大庭广众之下
外婆拉着你
四舅一身拦着你
都拦不到
最后还是给四舅面子
因为他地女朋友和她妈妈在
没打人
四舅陪他出去透气

这件冲突会发生
可能或许 多多少少有关系到我
我不知道为什么我会掉泪出来
当大姨过来和我say sorry 时
我竟然哭了
我觉得好像是我酿起这起冲突
把场面难堪，疆了

临走前
我向大姨，大姨丈说对不起
不管你骂不骂我
我还是会说
因为是我说
不是你说！

还有我的表弟表妹
对不起
是我爸牛
要不，我们还可以很开心聚聚

你知道吗？
大家其实都怕你
大家都大多数依你
有时候你不觉得你恨自大吗？
不一定每次都是你对，别人错
有时候我觉得是你错
可大家都不敢当场反驳你
算啦
你是我爸
我还是尊重你

我只想告诉你
暴力不能解决问题

Justin Bieber--Baby

oh woahh, oh woahh, oh woahhh

You know you love me
I know you care
And I would never, not be there
You are my love
You are my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart

Are we an item?
Girl quit playin'
We're just friends,
What are you sayin'
Take another look right in my eyes
My first love, broke my heart for the first time

And now I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine

For you, I would have done whatever
and no i can't believe we're not together
And I'm gonn' play it cool
While I'm losin you
I'll buy you anything
I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in pieces
so come fix me
shake me til' you can wake me from this bad dream*
I'm goin down, down, dooown

*everybody!*

Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine

You can give me all of your love
just this time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come
Now I'm all gone
You can give me all of your love
just this time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come

I wa- I was like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone
I'm gonee

抱歉

最近自己的脾气都很暴躁
怎么了？什么东西弄我这样？
我的其中一个好朋友说我太紧绷了
为了即将来临的考试而紧绷
把自己逼得太紧
dear也说我逼自己太多
讲而已。。
我根本没有一个可以百分之百考 A
这次的考试
我终觉得它来的很快，很新鲜，我们根本不懂它的模式是怎样
我们班是聪明，但被老师说中，我们很懒
我承认，我懒
但这是我，我都逼不到自己去很用功很用功
你要说我不是science的人，所以？
我当上4个月的班长，我想班上的人也大概知道我的脾气和性格了吧？
有些我不大喜欢的人，很抱歉，我不能次次在你面前假装很喜欢你
双面人很难当
我曾经当过双面人
在朋友的夹心，我很辛苦
你懂吗？
我知道你们也不简单
如果是你不对，没有做好自己的本份，我作为班长，我不讲你，我拿来做么？
我可以和你们在一起很颠，但当我认真时，请你也认真。
有时候我还真的很难控制我心情
弄到有些人成了我的受害者
真得很对不起
最近我的情绪不稳定
请大家多多包含
咳
老师时常要我们学业，运动，课外活动样样好
说真的
会很累，你知道吗？
竞争力强，我们要什么都好
可是，我们生活只为了这些
真得很累
我st john 的朋友
那天去kawad
先恭喜他们获zon wilayah tempat ketiga
他们进操步
这是他们的兴趣
但如果是我
我一定不能兼顾好双方
咳
肩膀又痛了
今天到此吧

april

april is over now
step in may
gonna face mid year term exam
18 may- 2 june
damn
i havent study yet
although last time exam is worst
but our class still remain 'lazy'
><
i think our result also cant be very good
haha
dont know
may be got some of them already ready for exam
who knows?
erm....
this month with my dear still ok
although will cry..angry...sad..
but i like it
al least if i'm wrong he could scold me
dont know
i feel tht if he scold me (when i'm wrong) means that he cares me
haha

love dear
muackx

7/4/2010

2 month aniversary
moack moack

15-3-10

today out with my siblings
apple,jy,boon,carol,yy
and most important out with my dear
=]
all wear white or black
me and dear wear pink
hahahax
we go take monorail to time square
hehe
^^
chat lots in monorail
haha
image gone again
xD
reached times square
hanging hand go to wait jy and boon
later go eat lunch
dear likes to watch mr bean
haha
later walk to pavilion watch movie
sweet sweet with dear
^_^
then we continue walk
we went to take photo
but my father suddenly called me say he fetch me
oO
dear how?
my siblings say they will sent him home
ok lo
haiz
daddy like knew i have bf
he warned me
haiz
no mood to write
T.T

26-2-2010

today out with dear dear
we go kfc there
haha
dear dear hold my hand
i put my head on dear's shoulder
sweet niehx
^_^
then we took picture
damn yongsui le
><
dear spend eat
hehe~
we hug hug
we muck muck

happy with dear
muackx dear~~

i love today~^v^

new year

2010 new year
waiting it come
but is not as happy as i think
hmm...
:(
get angpao
wishes everyone 'gong xi fa cai'
eat eat eat
drink drink drink
talk talk talk
play play play
><
tired
hehe
sms-ing until midnight stil havent z
kakax
xD
love it~
muck
new year....
after new year then sukan
then EXAM!!!!
i havent read my book also
shit lo
haiz~~



thats all i think
im quite tired this few days
haha

wishes all my friends:-
HAPPY NEW YEAR
+
HAPPY VALENTINE
+HAPPY HOLIDAY

hahahx
xD

i like 4pm of 7/2/2010

i like 4pm of 7/2/2010

hehes

x)

mauckxx

2010 january lifes

2010
haha
a new year for every 1
have countdown with my friends
^^
together they bought me a cake to celebrate my birthday
hehe
when is my birthday?
later tell u
><
4th jan
reopen school
although i dont want it come
but it had came
i had to go back to school
start my form 4 life
actually already start at november 2009
wakakax
xD
nevermind
go to school
same class with all my best friends~
^^
in pure science class
erm....
not easy
><
5TH JAN~~
dang dang dang dang....!!!
big day !!!!
my birthday~~
^^
in sweet sixteen~~
i hope this year bring good lucks for me
in all aspects....
hahax
torng, nee, siew, muckmuck, jy, yy, carol, shujun, ahming wish me~
^^
happy~~~
get presents from friends~
;)
after that go pizza hut have lunch
happy ohx~~
because in secondary this is my first time celebrate my birthday with my friends
when form 1
we are not in the same class
then
when form 2
we are in same class
but we are not close as now
when form 3
after we has closed
the timing is not good
drop on the first day of opening school
damn~~
they still remember
but didnt celebrate it lo
aikx
but this year
yes,i have a happy birthday~
mostly thanks kevin's ,ryan's ,tl's, 子杰's wishes n presents
i love it~~
after few days in 4 cekal
i had informed to change class on the second week of open school
the reason is too many student want pure science class
and there is 40 students in cekal
teacher cant control
so will open 1 more pure science class- 4 gigih
n i m in
><
first day,im not very like that class
but soon and later
i feel that my class is cute
my classmates are friendly
although they are indians
i m still not be used to be a monitor
im still blur when teacher calls monitor ,
the monitor is me
><
hahax
my form teacher is quite nice,
cik liyana
i like her
:)
but later change a new form teacher,
cik norina
she's ok too

i love my friends,
my LK friends and teachers
my school friends
my ex friends
(mun choong's old friends...ces old friends...so on)

i get my ces certificate last sunday
so happy that day
^^
i had post pictures on my facebook
have a look
^^

form 4 is not honey moon year
im now tiring with my school works and tuition
but i had fun between it
;)


got happy
sure got sad
but
sad already past
im ok now
dont worry
what ever
i know i enjoy this moment
muackx~~


that's all
for this few weeks reports
haha