27/7/09

today my mood is normal d..
den when sejarah period...
damn sleepy...
ok lo..
try to listen wad teacher say...
den teacher says wan to hafal 6 isi penting....
den i jz grumble vf my next friend
den teacher called me stand up
tell her wad i dislike
den i said v also havent can hafal today's syllables
den nid to hafal tht 6....
den she said me
i say i wednesday only wan to ask ma....
today monday
u all still gt time to memories
den she said
if u don like me,u jz tell me directly
raise ur hand up and tell me
den i think
if v raise up n tel her
den she will said us biadap...
wad la....
den she said she is a person who hati terbuka
she will directly tell us wad she donlike....
all of us oso noe la...
when saying us...
she jz say directly
din think the right way d....
mayb she is the person....
ok fine!!
den later she said wad if the teacher say
"ok murid2,balik rumah baca ya,kalau tak nak tak apa"
den later said wad she had her own professionaize....
ok i noe u r from U...
so?
den she said she gt students ady bcome doctor...lawyer...
is tht related to sejarah?
she siad she ady bcome many yrs of teacher
she noe when students don liek her or wad
den she pointed me said
"saya bukan sahaja ajar awak seorang..."
i noe u hav many students
bt i don mean tht
if u don believed
u can ask my next friend
or even GOD
she said more n more...
加盐加醋
den later she asked wad my name
den i go infornt
she said
she is nt write my name in buku displin...
den i said to her
jz nw im nt talking bad bout her
my tears were come out...
is bcoz im a sensitive person
i cant control my tears
althought im nt meaning to cry
den i said
jz now teacher's sound like scolding me
she oso quite....
yala...
in apperance she's like nth
bt her words are scolding....
den the last sentences she said is
"simpan air mata awak,rugi.."
she said like tht
wad mean?
later my friend all coem n comforted me
they also noe im nt meaning tht
jz teacher misunderstanding....

fine la...
dowan to say jor
i jz b more hard working to do better in sejarah
final thing is i din mean her
jz grumble....
thts all
bt im a person who quite 记仇
like teacher dulu said somthing bad bout me although i din did it
i wil rmb
den if gt chance i mayb will 报复
bt if samll case like tiz
i jz will rmb
i wont do anything

pertandingan kawad kaki peringkat sekolah-24/7/09

today
27 july 2009
pertandingan kawad kaki peringkat sekolah smkp jalan ipoh
huh....
nt even feel scare or panic
nt bcoz of proud or wad
jz feel like v wont b first or second
bt oso wont take laz la
dono le
mayb ady knw all persatuan's situation
so...
jz do it
haha~
v r the first persatuan kawad
huh....
some ahli havent come
den no full U
teachar din giv
wad the..?
haiz.....
no eye c the teacher la
oways like tat
no responsibility
when 12.30pm
start kawad....
first,
the judges will come n check our uniform
there mz b lost marks
some din wear full U...
den start kawad
our comander is so panic
haha...
ok....
now pbsm go....
first first ok d....
but when pusing...
sh**
kicked 1 cone
lost 10 marks liao lo....
haiz...
den when pusing jalan...
hoho....
comand wrong
v oso follow
den all lost...
bt still go on
formasi so far so good
finally
keluar baris
but oso wrong
aiyoyo
nvm la
ady pass
v ady very gd jor lur
laz minute teach still can get 4rd
bersyujur lo
but really nid to thank all my seniors
haiz
all f5 senoirs will leave us nxt yr
how ar?
f4 din hav ppl join kawad
all f2,f1...
sei lo.....
other groups all also very gd la
dowan comment other group
comment my group ady enough


results:
1st-st john(sure liao d la)
2nd-krs
3rd-puteri islam
4rd-pbsm
5th-bomba
6th-pandu puteri
7th-pengakap
5th place n 6th place not sure.....
if wrong....
sorry ya



ok la...
after kawad
den prepare for trial
n
later for
PMR

wuh....
dahsyat~~

k***n

我似乎有些后悔和你分开
但
在深入地想
即使我们继续在一起
会快乐吗？
说真的
我每次开你的profile
我都有些些（1/100）的心酸
你对你的干妹都好过我
我们在一起的时候
有很多问题
也经常不开心
曾经你有句话让我深深记得
那次是难得一次打来
大老远打来
但
你似乎在生气我
我那时也不爽
结果很快就盖电话

或许你对我的好
让我觉得我会内疚
我知道你还是很关心我
但你的关心让我有时难以捉摸
我也不想自己想太多





突然想说声话，
谢谢你，k***n

kawad

haiz....
1 week pass jor
this week gt some surprise...
but surprise just take a short moment....
doesn't stay long time....
hmm...
but also happy lo...
thanks ya~
muackx~~
tomorrow kawad...
haiz...
my group really...
speechless
just hope tomorrow all of us will do well...
hope wont memalukan ....
thx god....~
tired....







彤，i cnt post comment at ur blog....
so post here....


我有时也有和你同样的感受，自己很像被隔在一旁，那种感觉很难受，即使和自己的好朋友有时也会这样，会对你忽冷忽热。我也有一次很不开心，但身边的人，就连自己的好朋友也不晓得。当时的我心都冷了。最近那个感觉又慢慢回来了，咳。无论如何，彤，不管发生什么事，我一定会在你身边，听你诉苦，只欠你相不相信我。

我看到的“爱”

开某人的fs,
突然发觉到
两个人的爱情很难维持
在中学时期，
虽然你看到他们每天黏在一起，
但你万万没想到他们会分开。
还有，
你看见他们郎才女貌
很登对
但
最后他们还是分开。
维持的感情在长久
有个洞
就会分斯
最近都不是说很开心
原以为今天会很开心
但不是
我想见的人见不到
我希望会发生的事情没发生
我
真的很失望
没心情。。
下线。

10/07/09

今天放学后去剑桥。
好朋友都有来。
6pm再去，
你来了。
可能是我的朋友们在问你问题吧，
所以我也没什么出声，
听咯
hmm...
很久没见到你们了，
咳
我是个比较不会很social的人，
就是
我不大会和别人交谈
我这一点比较弱
报告也是这么说。。

有些东西不能在这里写
我现在的心情。。。

不会描述

放下你

最近我们都没什么联络
忙吧？
咳，
我突然觉得我是不是放下你，
继续当你朋友
一开始都是我在单方面喜欢你
我没要求什么
只想对你说
我很想你
我知道你不知道
但我知道
怎么办？
我该如何？
我想
我最后的答案是


我还是会默默喜欢你
即使你不知道
我也会静静喜欢你
傻吧？

inteRVENsi 3

6/7-9/7 intervensi 3...
so fast hor...?
3 more months then pmr...
hmm...
r u ready?
really..
hope it will come soon...
so that after that then can hav a relaxing holiday..
then f4..
all subjectif...
how arh?
erm...
this week exam..
kh...wad we read it didnt come out..
bm..ok ok lo...
bi..summary n literature..ok lo..
maths..paper 2 lo..scare the working will wrong...
science..some questions dunno...
sejarah...kns....dont get c then ok liao lo...really scared lo...
geo...ok ok too...better then sejarah..
last time think sejarah is easier than geografi..
this time terbalik...
tommorow ac..
haiya...
all of us this time also didnt study..
all playplay...
wakaka...
friday all like got programme...
dono want to go back there ornot..
miss my freind..
but then..all like busy...
how le?
hmm...
this week just like that lo...
this week also no what mood...
sad lo...
sad things dont say la...
thats all.....~~~